worried.
well today we went to my sister’s batchmate’s resto. then some of her other batchmates dropped by and it was fun really. but it made me realize something. it made me realize how I am growing up. the people who was once in the same high school as me and were in the same class as my sister, are now graduating and working in such amazing places. one guy is a fricking HR in Regency hotel! and then they were talking about how being a journalist is hard and bla bla bla. also, my sister’s Childhood friend works in Bahrain Financial Harbor! its really amazing how time flies. another thing i noticed is how my sister is all friendly and chatty about her life. its nice to know that people actually miss her. It makes me wonder if i would be missed. i mean yeah i have like 3 or 4 people who would miss me but.. ugh i dunno. i just have a feeling i am not the person that would be remembered by most people. I am not really a fun person. anyway back to the whole job thingy and future stuff. yea that terrifies me the worst. I do good in school generally. but how about after high school. college would probably be hell. but after that? work? where would i work? i always tell to my mom how i would own my own building. how i would buy her a big house and she would have maids and stuff. but honestly i dont know how i would do that. i have really big ambitions. probably ambitions thats a bit out of reach. but yeah. i want to achieve all that. my sister even said that my ambitions are too big for Philippines and i agree. another thing that worries me is if i do go to college. would i get a good job? would i get a job that is related to what i studied? would I be good enough? my sister’s friend who works in BFH said how she was over qualified since she worked in different places. she is Over qualified at the age of 19! 19 for crying out loud. how in the world would i be in the future? who would be my friends? i feel distant with people. ugh i dunno. i have to end this now or my sis will see this :)) oh well. I MUST CALM DOWN
“YOUR PASSWORD IS TOO WEAK.”
via sodamnrelatable
(Source: fosterthewwe)
